Just some thoughts on turning 50...

Things have changed when you turn 50.

Well one thing I am better shape now than when I was 40 and maybe even 30. But you start to think about how much time is left on this earth. I mean, I don't think about it much, but you have to think, so many have die by the time they are 55 or 60's. So what, I have 5 maybe 10 years? Or who knows, maybe I have 15 or 30 or hell 40. The best part of turning 50's is everyone tell you that it only an number. And some say I still look young. I think they just try to buttery me up.

Ok things that change. You start to think what you have done in your life. Flirting, always that is me. Made some great friends and hope to continue to. Some have touch my heart and others well they touch me in other ways. I am more patient with things.

I was always a person that wants no one to change for me or be upset with me. I never meant to hurt anyone, but sometime you have to do what you feel inside yourself, the inner self parts. I not one to keep people from doing things they enjoy. I never, ever like anyone change just for me. But in the end you have to end a relationship cause you see your holding them back. Sometimes people pick side in a realtionship, and that is their choice, I just wish they would just be friends with both. But you see alot that your holding someone from doing something they enjoy. You have to let them go and continue their journey.

I have made some new friends and continue some old friendship. I enjoy talking or emailing them. It always nice to see the little emails I get. I hope these friendship contine to grow and who know maybe one day we could all meet for coffee. Sound like an old guy talking lol. Ok maybe lunch or dinner. You can see some of the relationship grow into stronger ones. Even thou we are miles apart, you can chat with each other and still have a good friendship. I never want to end a friendship, but if they do that is there choice. They will stop calling or emailing or chatted that has happen but life still goes on. Than after awhile some do come back and talk. Some of the closes friends you never meet. But when needed they are they for you.


I still travel with work and still hate to leave but ok once I am there. I enjoy dancing there. I like also when going to these areas to walk and see the cities.

I am more patient since turn 50, well since getting older. I was always the old to find a solution to a problem instead of trying to put the blame on someone. But my driving speed is down, lets just say I keep it under 75 mph. It is slower lol but I know still over the speed limit. I don't get upset as much when someone driving inthe passing lane at 65mph. I let people jump in front of me in lines.

Thing that never change.

I still get upset when my Steelers play bad. That will never change. I still flirt that is me. I still friendly even in person. I still love my family and friends. Still hate work and chores.

Things I want to change.

Continue to lose weigt and get healthier, but do not want to be one of those people that pushes or show off how in shape they are. I would like to run a 5k race. I like to flirt, opps that not a change. I liek to one day to retire and enjoy life my way. Hopeful I could touch those special people that I did, or do make a change in there lifes. I always enjoy talking to someone and see them smile. That is special for me, to put a smile on someone face.